Thursday, February 21, 2008

a hermit in my own head.

i've been having some doubts lately...doubts about whether whitworth is where God wants me, or if it's where i'm supposed to be right now. there are a lot of reasons. tuition cost is already ridiculous, but is increasing to $35,120 for next year. i haven't really liked most of my classes...out of all of my professors the entire year, i've had two that have been really good....and some of them were, erm, bad. not to mention, i hate the weather and the area in general. plus, i haven't really made any friends here, besides Emilie, who lives in Bellevue anyway, so i'd be able to see her during the summer and stuff. i'm considering transferring to azusa pacific university or the master's college. hopefully i'll be able to go visit my sister during spring break so i can visit the schools again to see if it's really something i want to do. i haven't decided for sure yet what i'm going to do, but i'm seriously considering transferring.

i've been like a hermit for the last few days. i started getting sick last friday, getting progressively worse each day. i finally went to the health center on tuesday and found out that i have another sinus infection. yipee. so now i'm on antibiotics and prednisone so i can actually breathe while i'm getting better. i don't understand while i'm always sick. this will be the third time that i've been seriously sick since coming to college, which is pretty ridiculous.


thankfully this semester is going by really quickly. the weeks go by so fast, that by the time it's friday, it feels like no time has gone by at all. i can't believe that february is over is a little over a week. i love it when the time flies by like this.

i've been really tired lately. and i hate that.

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